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 | 2009! | Dec 31, '08 10:51 PM
for everyone |
I ended my 2008 being wasted
I started off my 2009 being wasted
I made a scene at play,
I have bruises all over my body and it aches like fuck.
But I shall embrace my 2009 with a smile, cause I know it just keeps getting better.
SO HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
=D
Boy, when you are feeling upset. I will always be there for you.  Stayed overnight, Palau Ubin, Twilight. It took me two days to fully know where my heart belongs. Yes, my heart belongs to you, but sadly, your heart still belongs to that jerk that treat u like dirt. I don't see us to be together, I just want us to be like this. Having to see ur text, even just a mere friendship text will do. Of course, I do miss that period where you're the one falling head over heels for me, but things have changed. Owell, I guess being buddies is enough too, thou times I longed for your hugs and kisses. Seeing my short msg hang upon your wall melts my heart. And seeing it right at the centre of every other messages, I do can tell mine is tad bit special from the rest. Having you to trim my brows in the early morning, brushing my hair and telling me, my skin has improved is all tt I need. You're very sweet, do you know that? I could type a million thoughts about you, but I am too tired, cause you're running all day long in my mind right now. Gdbye every individual souls who are reading this now.
Lj currently down, so I am ranting away over here. (:
Obtain another A for last module!
so proud of myself!
I must continue to strive for As and get into University!
Hohoho!
yada... Samantha havent end class yet! !@!@!@$
Ok, I am currently worried for one friend of mine,
I really do not want to lose anyone tt is so close to me,
Olord, pls bless her health ok?
Lost of words already!
bye! =D
I am done with my school work.
Left with submission tmr and I am officially having a few days break before the next two modules commence.
Life's been great! Been mugging with classmates more often than usuals! It seems like the old times, where I place school as the top pirority instead of clubbing etc.
(Used to head play like every weekends twice?)
This saturday, should I join the rest?
But seriously, have we gone too far?
I know having fun is what we should do, but there is a limit right?
Imgaine getting caught and parents finding out about it and worst of all your whole reputation is ruin.
I shall not risk it then.
Been spending alot of money for submission. But not as much as photog student.
I heard they spent approximately like $200 ++
Thank goodness, I did not major in photography, thou their modules seems fun like fashion photography etc.
I am quite piss off with people who likes to have fun yet didnt take into a consideration of their limit, you get what I mean?
Nah, not pointing anyone just saying in general, like you can have all kinds of fun, but please bear in mind the limits you can reach.
Don't kill innocent life for example.
Once is forgivable but not twice.
Ok, looks like I rant quite abit here.
Should I meet A for dinner date?
Just pondering.
Hey folks,
I am currently feeling very sick =(
Been doing my school work for past 12 hours again (non-stop)
U know how tiring it is?
School definitely suck!
But I want to get into University!
So I am trying my every ounce of energy to complete my work!
Dont worry my friends, I am not falling very deep for E la!
Looks like a leopard won't change its spots thou
I pity the bf again.
Owell. Life is more than just love.
W is crazy! insane!
But W keeps me entertain atleast.
Eeek! Don't worry, W is just a friend.
Mum been suspicious of me again!
=(
Hey people of all ages that still come across this "lively" site of mine =D
I guess, I shall churn this blog as my private blog!
So those people whom are lucky enough, you get to take a peep of my secret life.
O well, any secrets I wannna share for the time being?
I guess theres way too many!
I don't really know what life's ahead of mine,
I definitely do know I want to make countless of money and shake my sexy leg!
But I guess I am situated in the wrong course
Being a designer suck big time really!
We do so much work, yet the credits goes to the marketers!
What nonsence!
ARGH!
I am currently stress out with the among of workload I am having,
Ok, lets put school's aside shall we?
I miss E, yep I do, not tt often like the past
But every now and then, I would think of E
I miss J as well,
the only hope I can see myself getting married with!
But the thing is I miss E more than J
Owell, hahaha random entry!
I LOVE ALL OF MY FRIENDS LA
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM!
they are the ones bring colours to this dull life of mine
I mean friends are more impt than companionship really!
So do cherish your friends around you before they choose to depart.
Ok, I am feeling lethargic alr!
Olord! Pls bless me in having a good skin after a night of sleep.
=D
Hey ya folks!
I guess I need a gettaway from livejournal, been receiving spammers from anonymous and its freaking annoying.
Alright, what am I doing over here in such an ungodly hour?
I guess I need to let some things off my chest,
I was deeply in love twice, emphasize the word deeply and I failed miserably twice.
It's kinda heartache ok
So do I still have feelings for them?
Well I guess, certain part of me still can't let go those wonderful memories we used to shared.
I know is all in the past and everyone has moved on.
But some part of me is still holding me back,
I hate myself for being to fall for a person for such a long period,
Is there any remedy? to cure this lonely soul?
Owell, I guess no one will be replying over here anyway,
Tata people. =)
The blood that runs from wrist to arm
Now knowing that all I've ever done was harm
How good it would feel to know that your childhood and memories were in the sea of red
What it would be like for everyone to know that their enemy was dead
Pills were no way for this life to end
It'd be too easy to just take a couple and kill this life that was too hard to mend
Guns I'd never use for they've killed too many already
And the temptations to just pull the trigger and that's it, gone so quick and steady
Drowning would only let me feel that I am free before my blink
Knowing that it would be my last time for laughing, crying, or to think
Cutting off my air passage would only be torture for I'd die in pain
And the image that my rescuer would observe only to make them insane
Jumping is another way out but the result would be a mess
God, why can't I just be happy for once, free from all this stress
But all these situations will never come true for me
For I've made the one promise to never commit suicide, this is how the rest of my life will be
| 30/40 | May 22, '06 1:03 PM
for everyone |
Whoo! , got my maths paper back , n i scored 30/40 , damm proud of myself. Goona keep it up~
Hey peeps.
Change back to blogspot , the blog add will be www.robins-lickin-good.blogspot.com , feel free to tag on my tag board . Alrite.
Dont be afraid , this multiply is not going to rott , i will be posting more stuffs here too .
Bye.
HAha , how great if i were in tp now , everyone will sure flunk their exams due to me appearing in their lec , LOL , apparently i made alot of the biomedical / chemical science ppl confuse with their module , hahaha , i feel so bad la , because i fake them say i am the student , so i teach them , in the end i teach them the wrong stuff , n in turn they teach me back n i made the whole group confuse n they just laugh it off. Apparently , i told them i am not tp student at then end of lec , n they seems sad. LOL , anyway i made alot of ppl laugh , tt's good. Lec seem so stress man , pray hard tt nafa's goona be a intresting one , orelse i will skip day by day of lec n in turn i'll quit school and screw up my life. Hah! so nafa better goona be a intresting school.
Service / prayer meeting today , it went alrite , today service i seem more alert then the other service , Dunno y , But today message seems alittle bit more intresting then the rest , like drawing of the cross feet which actually stand for peace , or santanic hand sigh which is actually stands for victory or i love u . LOL . Pastor kong say is true , christian can no longer be a wormy , caterpillar that has no LIFE. We got to be a TRENDY , BEAUTIFUL , COLOURFUL , EXTRAORDINARY , CREATIVE Kind of BUTTERFLY.! We got to be a DANIEL butterfly. YUP , totally true , those of christians out there say AMEN! haha.
Ok , got nth to say. Lost of words already.
I am deciding to write back to blogspot already. Cos can create tag board. But u guys got to give a suggetion on how's my blogspot add will be. I thinking of groovy.blogspot.com?? any ideas ppl??
I feel so blessed suddenly , i got tonns of great frens everywhere! haha , i got Frens from E314! , Frens from Lyss , Frens from mshs , Frens from nafa soon , Frens from whole wide world soon. LOL , i felt so blessed suddenly , hey! thanks for being my frens ppl! i am so glad tt i am not a loner in this world , Because i got great frens like U! HAHA. want me to name u all? haha dont want leh , later hand tired la , tonns of frens leh , too much , multiply cant load so much things at one go. LOL . But i am glad tt i know u guys! 
Ok , back to the main topic , today went to bible house for cell group , AWESOME. i like the preaching by sister yalan. Sorry for spelling the name wrongly. Anyway didnt went for altar call today , yes i know the altar call is totally for me. But u know i just cant bring myself to go forward , i still feel awakard. But dont worry ppl , it takes time , i shall accept god in ASAP! alrite? Trust me ppl!. I felt damm touch in cell group today , izzit because the holy sprit? or izzit seeing my frens cry for god. Well i think is both? haha hope so!
Got nth else to type already. But i am glad i know frens like u guys!
| LOST. | May 17, '06 11:39 AM
for everyone |
Location : Last time mac , the kopitiam
Date : 14 may 05
Food : Awesome , ate 2 plates of rice even
Presents : Flower for mother
Alrite , i got my mum a bouquet of flowers , was wierd thou , giving her flowers which i never given her anything in my entire life except drawings of fake presents when i am in pri school and making birthday/mother's day cards for her since i am in pri school.
She was shock to see the bouquet of flowers when we got back from the kopitiam , she say y i didnt prepare her a packet of tissues so tt she could cry while seeing the flowers i bought for her. I was like sure anot , is that touching meh?!?! haha , anyway she love the bouquet of flowers , i got it from yixing , she was saying yixing was talented and she ask me for the price of it , n i said $15 , n my whole family went wow , so cheap , i say yea , is my fren make one ma , then my bro at the background keep saying can i buy flowers from her for my gf , yea right , must ask yixing first la. Haha...
Ok , my father took damm lots of pics la , he went crazy , he keep asking my mum to pose for the camera while holding the bouquet of flowers. LOL then my mum was like dont want la , i didnt wear nicely , can see my fats anot. Typical mother.
I am glad tt i did gave her presents , i could see it in her eyes that she wanted sumthing for mother's day , thank god i did buy her sumthing , orelse her day wouldnt be so good without presents already.
HAHA. Pictures of my mum posing for the carmera with the bouquet of flowers.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ONE N ALL!    
Alrite , got nafa letter today , posted to class 1 B , so like sec 1 like tt , haha anyway i got nth to say . 1 day of orientation , and the night we are having disco , y all designs school have disco? heard tt tp also got clubbin kind , n now is nafa , i wonder laselle got anot. LOL Anyway i am not sure wether i am going for the orientation , having my emaths tuition la , dont wanna miss a single bit of tuitions u know , time is precious esp when u r having tuition as it is the only time u r having a discipline action in maths. Likw so wow like tt.
Haha , service today was once agine awesome , except for the part tt i nearly fell asleep , hey no offence , i felt so tired like suddenly , cant blame me , message today was continued from ytd , thank god it is , orelse i will be fallen asleep , but the best part was worshipped , seriously i was jumping for GOD. Haha , felloshipped later , thank god mother's day celeb change to tmr , orelse i will be missing the hang man game. Starbucks best place to chill with frens .
Tmr got service again , haha i wonder if i could wake up anot , ppl tell me tt wake up for GOD pls , i was like ok yes i should wake up for god , but then u know late sleeps = wake up late , arhh need more wake up calls already. Tmr's service u cant miss out also , pastor phil last service with us until nov then we can see him again , arhhhh WAKE UP!
Ohya , saw huihui in bus no. 21 while going back hm from fellowshipped , apparently her mum gave away her two dogs , n her female dog is pregnant , n she gave birth to 4 puppies la , arhh dammit , y her mum gave away at the wrong timing. Too bad not fate to have dogs anymore. But i would like to have a saberian husky in the future.
Hahaah , tuitions maths hw is tough la , n everyone in church seems to forget how to do it , and i am like asking ppl to help me , haha anyway is my hw , i should do it myself , but i cant seem to get the right method , or the right equations or the right steps. Goona consult tutor tmr. Which is at 5 ocloack.
Church till like 12.30? I 5 got tuition , arhh such a big gap la. Can we have felloshipped until 5? hahahaha.
Goona pass my mum a bouquet of orchid flowers to her tmr , i wonder how her reactions will be?? like so wierd la , never pass to her any presents before , even her birthdays. So bad i know , but then hey after i become a christian i change right? Change for the better  .
K bye.
Ohoo! today service was preach by pastor phil , many ppl say he is the best preacher in the whole wide world , n thus make me excited to come for service today , N indeed he was the best la , compared to the others he is much more comedian , powerful in the way he preach n last but not least , he cares for SINGAPORE. whooo donating to city harvest $25000 leh , big sums. Izzit $25000? i think so ?? But once again service being preach by him u cant miss out , still got 2 more days of it , one is on sat at 5 pm , the other at sun 10 am , location max pavilion of expo. QUICK!
BYE.
| CHERILYN | May 11, '06 2:52 PM
for everyone |
Ok , rite now toking with cherilyn on the phone , n the time is 2.50 am!!! whoo! it's like time for bed already. I am like still awake n stonning.
Haha , this is life man. Got no sch besides maths n maths n maths , i am so bored.
Nights
 Tuitions today , it ended exactly 2 hrs today , arhh man! just wish tuition could last longer , n i could learn more. Maths maths maths , understand some n some still dont understand , oh man how to get A2 for it?? haha i think even a b4 is tough to get already. Nvm trying my best to achieve it.
Sometimes i feel tt that place is totally not for me. The place i am soo not goona mention it. Maybe i should get use to it when time pass . Soon i hope.
This world is such an ass just like tt pic. HAH thanks yuru for providing the pic.
Kiss the ass.
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